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Hmmm I have a stalker it seems. Or had I guess.
machiavelli4pac: hey you sexy thing
r4ch3L n1c0L3: Ah Hello, who's this?
machiavelli4pac: o don''t worry about that , lets just say i am an old friend
machiavelli4pac: i like your pics
machiavelli4pac: look good as my background
machiavelli4pac: on desktop
machiavelli4pac: don;t be afriad i am not a stalker
r4ch3L n1c0L3: An old friend? Have you known me before
machiavelli4pac: just look for some old fashion convo
machiavelli4pac: o yeah
r4ch3L n1c0L3: how so?
machiavelli4pac: let just say i know you
machiavelli4pac: well knew you
r4ch3L n1c0L3: how?
machiavelli4pac: well i knew you a wile ago
r4ch3L n1c0L3: ..you knew me awhile ago, how? How did you know me.. I'd like to know if I remember you..?
machiavelli4pac: you do , trust me , but it is not important who i am
machiavelli4pac: i am just a ghost in your life
machiavelli4pac: but those pics
machiavelli4pac: they look interesting
machiavelli4pac: y did you take them
r4ch3L n1c0L3: because I like photography like that.
machiavelli4pac: it is interesting
r4ch3L n1c0L3: Do you have a name on VF?
machiavelli4pac: each picture has i meening i guess
r4ch3L n1c0L3: yes
machiavelli4pac: y do some of them look like you r in pain
machiavelli4pac: inside yourself
r4ch3L n1c0L3: Where did you see my pictures?
machiavelli4pac: i knew were to look
r4ch3L n1c0L3: at what site did you find them at
machiavelli4pac: you put them in your profile so people will look at them
machiavelli4pac: dion;t you
r4ch3L n1c0L3: my profile on...
machiavelli4pac: i can't tell you that
machiavelli4pac: it is a .................. secert
r4ch3L n1c0L3: then I can't tell you anything either.
machiavelli4pac: yes a secert
machiavelli4pac: ok
machiavelli4pac: no need to be meen
r4ch3L n1c0L3: I'm not trying to be
machiavelli4pac: i am trying to be a friend
r4ch3L n1c0L3: I just don't want to answer questions if you wont answer me any
machiavelli4pac: ok fair maybe if we become friends more , then i will answer your queations
machiavelli4pac: i am a secertive person
machiavelli4pac: i like my privesy
r4ch3L n1c0L3: Well it's hard to become friends more when you wont answer much
r4ch3L n1c0L3: Well I understand that
r4ch3L n1c0L3: but I don't think that asking you where you saw my pics is invading your pravacy is it now...
machiavelli4pac: friendship is not how much you know about that person it is how much you trust that person
machiavelli4pac: true
r4ch3L n1c0L3: yes. and maybe it's just me but I cannot trust anyone I hardly know anything about
machiavelli4pac: i beleive i am being a bit rude
machiavelli4pac: that program you call aim i think
r4ch3L n1c0L3: AIM? we're on AIM now...
r4ch3L n1c0L3: Do you mean in my live journal?
machiavelli4pac: not so pushy , what do you meen
r4ch3L n1c0L3: Did you see them there
machiavelli4pac: i think
r4ch3L n1c0L3: Is that a thing you clicked on in my profile?
machiavelli4pac: or maybe some were else
r4ch3L n1c0L3: Well the pictures aren't anywhere else so you had to of seen them there.
machiavelli4pac: yes that must be it
machiavelli4pac: those pictures
machiavelli4pac: have a very deep story don't they
r4ch3L n1c0L3: uh sure
machiavelli4pac: sure as in no or sure as in yes
r4ch3L n1c0L3: sure as in possibly
machiavelli4pac: ok
r4ch3L n1c0L3: this is just really wierd I don't know you at all.
machiavelli4pac: i know you
r4ch3L n1c0L3: if I knew who you were than I'd talk to you more.
r4ch3L n1c0L3: yes you've made that pretty clear
r4ch3L n1c0L3: but I don't know you
machiavelli4pac: see if you knew who i was then it would defeat the perpose of me talkin to you
machiavelli4pac: plz don't be offended
r4ch3L n1c0L3: Is your name Mike..
machiavelli4pac: no
r4ch3L n1c0L3: Chris
machiavelli4pac: no
r4ch3L n1c0L3: I have no idea who you could be then.
machiavelli4pac: i know
machiavelli4pac: plz
r4ch3L n1c0L3: Are you into shitty rap music
machiavelli4pac: don;t be offended
machiavelli4pac: i like no culture of music
r4ch3L n1c0L3: well that sucks
r4ch3L n1c0L3: why's your s/n have "4 pac" in it
r4ch3L n1c0L3: and why do you have a "thug" named "shadypace"?
machiavelli4pac: i know
r4ch3L n1c0L3: Those sounds like pretty rap genre type things to me
machiavelli4pac: i am not filmiler with music yet
machiavelli4pac: i know
r4ch3L n1c0L3: How can you not be...
machiavelli4pac: it was givin to me
r4ch3L n1c0L3: sure
machiavelli4pac: by a friend
machiavelli4pac: i do not lie
machiavelli4pac: i don't know how
machiavelli4pac: i am simple minded
r4ch3L n1c0L3: okay you are really beginning to annoy me, you know who I am and I have no idea who you are, you're asking me personal questions, well I'm not answering you aything or talking to you because you're invading my pravacy where as I don't even know your name.
machiavelli4pac: ok
r4ch3L n1c0L3: *privacy
machiavelli4pac: i will not be rude
machiavelli4pac: i meen no harm
machiavelli4pac: plz do not be offended
r4ch3L n1c0L3: well then tell me who you are
r4ch3L n1c0L3: otherwise leave me alone
machiavelli4pac: i don't meen to annoy
r4ch3L n1c0L3: That's great. Who are you
machiavelli4pac: my name is edward
r4ch3L n1c0L3: bullshit
machiavelli4pac: no
r4ch3L n1c0L3: I have never known any Edwards in my entire life
machiavelli4pac: i don't lie
machiavelli4pac: i know
machiavelli4pac: you know me
r4ch3L n1c0L3: No, I don't
machiavelli4pac: plz don't become hostile
machiavelli4pac: i meen no harm
machiavelli4pac: your friend is insolting me
r4ch3L n1c0L3: I'm not becoming "hostile" do you even know the meaning of that word?
machiavelli4pac: y
r4ch3L n1c0L3: because you deserve to be insulted right now
machiavelli4pac: i know meens of lots of words
machiavelli4pac: y
machiavelli4pac: i am not meen
machiavelli4pac: i have not been rude
r4ch3L n1c0L3: Wtf have you any knownledge at all, wow
r4ch3L n1c0L3: yes you have
r4ch3L n1c0L3: you know who I am
r4ch3L n1c0L3: I have NO IDEA who you are
machiavelli4pac: you seem angry at me
r4ch3L n1c0L3: I am very annoyed and this is getting rediculous. Either you give me all of the information I'd like from you, or this conversation is coming to a quick end.
machiavelli4pac: ok
machiavelli4pac: i have answer one qeustion
machiavelli4pac: what else do you want to know
r4ch3L n1c0L3: How did you used to know me?
machiavelli4pac: i know someone who knows you
machiavelli4pac: you have talked to me but you don't remember
machiavelli4pac: listin
machiavelli4pac: i am not your enemy
machiavelli4pac: i meen you no harm
machiavelli4pac: i want to be your friend and i don't want to be annoying
machiavelli4pac: so if you do not want my servises then i will retire
r4ch3L n1c0L3: WELL THEN ANSWER ME ALL THESE QUESTIONS PLEASE:
What is your first and last name?
Where exactly did you see my pictures at?
How did you get my s.n?
Who were you friends with that knows me?
r4ch3L n1c0L3: wtf your services?
and gahh I xed out of the rest, but he was like, "My name is Edward Smith, your profile, from my friend Charles, and my services are that I am always here for you when in need of a friend and someone to talk to about things. and I was like "okay wtf Edward Smith hmm SMITH one of the most common last names ever, I don't know any "Charles", and I'm sorry but I am not in need of any of your services I have my friends for that. and he was like "Alright fine good bye Rachel Tadlock" and he signed off.. wtf how did he know my name? Yeah wow I'm just really fucking creeped out by all of this. Lmao I love Malea she was IMing him telling him to stay away from him because I am hers haha.
fatal innocence7: this guy taht wont leave me alone like that tries to conect with me and send me pictures of flowers
fatal innocence7: haha
r4ch3L n1c0L3: wtf hahahaha lol
fatal innocence7: lol its insane
..eeeek..creepy people. Anyways if that s/n looks familiar to anyone and they might possibly know who it is, let me know lol. gahhh anyways. I just got back from the dentist shortly ago I had to get a filling gah I cannot feel my cheek, and I'm so hungry but can only eat mushy shit otherwise I'll probably end up chewing my cheek up or something gah. Agh I have a headache all of a sudden for some unknown reason... bleh... I'm gonna go. Latttttter alligator. <3
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Wow, thanks. I feel like shit.
Please don't ask what this post is about.
Agh. Fuck off.
I need to leave. Taaaake me away gah.
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Yeah I'm extremely bored. I took some pictures on my camera and I'm pissed because for some odd reason they wont load onto the computer and everything is hooked up right. I probably have to restart my peice of shit computer but I don't feel like doing it right now. Anyways, last night was a ton of fun holy shit. Hahaha. Lets see at school it was actually a pretty good day, considering I was in a great mood becauseit was the last day of school before spring break w00t. I was walking out to the bus it was kind of funny Kayla Kingsley was like "haha it's spring break and here we were riding the bus home." yeah... I didn't actually think about how pathetic it was untill she said something. Haha oh well. I got home and took a shower and had to go to counseling at 5:15. It was really odd because when I got there my counselor had been talking to this really little girl.. like she looked like she was only about 6 or 7. And she came out and was like, "Daddy, she has a elephant stuffed animal too! Like mine! She's a lot like me!" and her dad didn't really say anything, and Shauna was like "Yeahh we have a lot it common it turns out!" and she named a lot of stuff, and then the dad was like, "Is there anything we can do or that we ned to do during this next week?" and Shauna was like "Well no not really right now, I'm just gonna have her come back and talk to me because I love talking to her we have so much in common, and well maybe we can figure out what it is that makes her act in such ways" So it made me wonder, in what ways does this little girl act? Maybe she's extremely hyper sometimes or has a bad tempor or something I don't know. Anyways I hated counseling because I had to go in with my mom, Shauna wanted my mom to come along too so we could discuss problems between us. My mom and I started fighting because she was pissing me off by saying a bunch of things she hated about me. I think Shauna was more on my side of things but then she pissed me off by saying something I can't remember what it was but I got really pissed so I just sat there the rest of the time, didn't look at her or my mom and was really quiet and only talked very quietly if they asked me a question. Then my mom was like, "I think she thinks we're picking on her, ahahahahaha!" and Shauna looked at me and was like, "do you think we're picking on you?" and I was just like.. "....uh no." and I didn't look at her and she made me look at her and say it agh. It was fucking horrible I never want to have to go in there with my mom again. I have to lie about so many things because my mom is in there. We're both supposed to work on certain things so that we can get along with eachother better. Yeah right. Oh well I'm doing my share of the things I'm supposed to be working on which is being cleaner(meaning I can't leave food around in my room anymore) which to some people might sound repulsive but I don't know I don't care it doesn't bother me unless it smells and besides it's MY room not hers she doesn't have to go in there. But oh well. And I guess I have to avide by her dumb "get off the computer at 10 sharp every night during the school week" rule, and if I do then I can stay on on the weekends untill 12. Wtf I do anyways after she goes to bed. Oh welllllll damn this post is long I just got carried away talking about my mom because the whole issue angered me. Anyyyyways after counseling Kayla was outside waiting for me in her car with Nick and Matt, my mom huggedme in front of them I think she was just trying to make herself look good or something I don't know any other time she doesn't hug me. I got in the car and we went to Taco Bell, we saw many determined bikers and stuff lmao. Then we went to the Rhythm Kitchen and watched Andrew, Jordan, and I don't know the other guy's names play the bongos. It was really awesome I love going to the Rhythm kitchen it seems so confortable and homie. After that we went to inplay for awhile just for the hell of it, and then to the mall, then we just drove around for awhile and we saw this kid that Matt and Nick both knew and hated so we drove past him and Kayla honked, and he started following us for the longest time and finally he past us and Matt flicked him off and then we decided to start following him, and Kayla blinked her bright lights at him and ten we saw a cop, and the cop started following us we were so fucking scared, then we turned in the opposite direction the kid was turning, and all of a sudden the cop that was behind us turned on its lights and started chasing after the kid hahaha and within seconds there were 2 cop cars chasing after him we laughed so hard it was great. We were afraid he was going to say something to the cops about us so we drove away really fast and sat around in the Krogers parking lot for awhile and then took Matt and Nick home, and then Kayla and I went back to my house and Kayla stayed the night. 'Twas quite the night. It was a lot of fun though I love hanging out with Matt so much it's always a ton of fun. Hopefully tonight we'll be hanging out againnnn. Well I'm going to end this entry now it's long as hell. <3 later much love
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Meh heyyyy how is everyone? I'm okay. I listened to the two cd's Andrew made for me, they're not too bad. I wish it would storm. I would love to go outside and lay in a storm right about now. Lets see nothing really spectacular or interesting happened at school today. I tried to type up my essay thing for english super fast in homeroom but well that failed. So I never turned that it.= zero. greeeeeat. The we had P.E., we had to walk four laps outside around the track. Marissa and I were walking the intire time with our arms around eachother for the hell of it. People probably thought we were together or something. Oh well i don't fucking care what stupid people think. This one girl I think her name is Heather Snyder looked at me funny because of my eye make up. I didn't see her but Marissa told me she did. I wish I would have seen her because I would have immitated her face back at her. It's so funny when people give me funny looks. Oh yeah in french I asked Kerri if I could write on her shoes, and well she complained cause she loves her shoes. Butthole. lmao j/k Kerri I love you. Then Amanda gave me her shoes and told me I could write on the bottoms of them. So I wrote "CUNT<3" on one really huge and "TWAT<3" on the other really huge. I guess everyone saw them as the day progressed and were telling me it was funny. Gah well in P.E. we played comanda dodgeball. I used to like the game but now I fucking hate it because I can never get a ball. There are so many people and like, 6 balls. I finally got one once and as soon as I got it someone got me out. Fuck I hate that game I give up trying damnit. After P.E. was lunch I was starving..hmm then I went outside to sit with Amber and Seth. It's extremely nice outside today. Brandon came over and sat and talked with us for a little bit. He didn't even know that his own sister was grounded. Amber gets ungrounded Friday. Mmm I want some more cookie dough. Anyways then I had biology, we had a test and during the test we had to go back to stations to ask certain questions and it took forever to get to me so I fell asleep and when it was my turn to go to the stations finally I didn't wake up when the teacher called my name and the girl next to me woke me up and like everyone was laughing. Wtf is it really that funny? Jeeze I swear people have no lifes they laugh histarically if someone is sleeping in class what the hell. So yeah I went back and did the stations, failed the test I'm sure. Then school got out and now I'm here. I'm extremely bored. I think today is going to just be the same as yesterday, I'm going to end up sitting around on my ass all day doing nothing. Oh well though I don't care because I get to talk to Matttttyyy all day. I'm going with him and some people to IHOP tomorrowww yayyyy. I love my big sparkely ring now it like has sentimental meaning to me now as it never did before haha because Matt has the matching one so I wear it all the time I didn't even take it off for P.E. I should probably go take my medicine soon because I havn't taken it in a day and I don't want my moods to start going all crazy like they do when I don't take it. Fuck that' stupid I have to take medicine to be in a normal mood that's gay. Oh well. I'm going to end this because it's getting extremely boreing, see ya guys <3 later
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Well I havn't updated in awhile. Meaning this update is going to be extremely long. Lets see, well A7X Sunday night was fucking amazing. I was right up in the front when A7X came out and I was screaming the lyrics and M. Shadows saw me and smiled and put the mic right up to my mouth and I sang it was awesome, and I touched M Shadows sweaty bicepts haha. Then one one of the very last songs they played Zacky stuck his guitar out and everyone was toching and stuff, and I touched it then I started playing it, I was messing with the strings woop woop I played Zacky's guitar. Then after the concert was over I got to meet the lead singer of Opiate for Masses, I went up and told him that they were awesome and he hugged me ha he was extremely friendly, then he talked to me about some stuff I can hardly remember what though because I was so excited I think he was asking just where I was from and how old I was and a lot of basic general questions. He had the coolest eyes ever, he had some sort of really light contacts in and he had vampire teeth. 'Twas neaaat. Then I got to meen Johnny Christ the bassist of A7X wooo. During the show Isaac Seth and Jason were stage diving that was cool but then this dumb guy kicked them out after the second time but at least it wasn't like right when Avenged started playing or anything it was at least halfway into when they were playing or maybe later. I was going to body surf but I didn't wanna lose my good spot right up in front. All though it hurt like hell because I was getting smashed into the gate but I didn't care. After we all went outside after the concert Seth and Isaac told us that some guys hooked them up so we could meet Avenged but he told us not to tell anyone. The he told Kayla and I he'd be right back, and him Isaac and Jason took off and didn't come back for an hour. So Kayla and I were waiting around outside with Jason Ward Rob Brandon and TJ. Several bums came up and talked to us it was a bit freaky but yet at the same really funny. Well while we were outisde waiting Kayla was all a sudden like, "OMG..IS THAT M SHADOWS?" and I was like.. "yeah, it is lets go wait to talk to him!" so we stood around and he waved and said "1 second" because he was taking pictures with his family or something, then he talked to us and we all got his autograph it was fucking awesome. And when we left he gave me a hug woop woop. I wish I had brought a camera so bad. Oh well. It's crazy there are pictures up on the message board, in one you can see Kayla's hair and the other is a picture Ward took when we were all standing around talking to M. Shadows cause this girl wanted her picture with him. I'll post them....
Here's the picture Ward took...
 I was just to the right of him gah.
 and thurrrssss the picture in which you can see Kayla's hairrrrr.
And here are just a bunch of A7X pictures I'm posting for the hell of it.
Anyways. Lets sssseeeee, we all got home from Chicago around 1:30, and I went to bed right away when I got home I was reaaaally tired. The Monday I slept untill about 8:15, then Kayla came and got me and we went to school at 9:30. Then after school Kayla came and got me and we went and hung out with Matt Nick and Chris all night that was a tonnnn of fun as alwaysss. And it was really good to spend time with Mattttttt. Well we hung out at a bunch of different places around Peoria and had an awwwesome time they're so funny they make me laugh constantly. Eventually we all had to go home around 9:30. I came home and was going to try to get on the computer after my mom went to bed but she wouldn't go to bed, I waited untill about 11:30 and she was still whide awake so I just decided to go to bed. And well today there was school, and blah blah blah I'm done typing cause this entry is far too long as it is and I havn't really got anything else very interesting to say. Catch ya later foo's. Have a good one mmmmhmmmm.
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This weekend has been really awesome. Last night was a ton of fun. I hung out with Kayla and we went to Matt's to get him and Chris then we went to Nick's, and decided to go bowling. Well we went and then decided to go to McDonalds first and wait for midnight bowl to start. So we went to McDonalds for a bit. I attempted making a sculpture out of the fries but of course they were stupid mushy McDonalds friends and there's not much you can do with those. Then we went bowling, and I lost every game. Woop woop. We had a lot of fun there I couldn't stop laughing wow. Then we decided to drive around and go to the meth lab and Chris wanted to drive so we went to the meth lab, and then drove around some more listening to Marilyn Manson and A7X. Eventually we all decided to go to Matt's for awhile so that's what we did. It was so funny Matt Nick and Chris wrote all over both Kayla's and my shoes. They say the funniest things on them lmao. So I wrote on Matt's shoe as well. Eventually we left because Kayla and I were scared Matt's dad would wake up. We ran to the car and left really fast and went back to Kayla's. We were both extremely tired and just fell right to sleep. Then today when we woke up Kayla and I went to the mall so Kayla could find a present for her mom because today is her momma's birrrrthday. When we were at the mall we saw DJ working. Apparently he saw me because he called me recently asking why I didn't come in and say hi to him. I said it was because we were kind of in a hurry...allthough we weren't really. And he told me he called me a few times and every time I havn't been home. Hmm. Mom never said anything. Anyways tonight should be funnnn hopefully I'm hanging out with Kayla, Matt, Nick and Chris again. It's always so much fun with them and I love spending time with Mattttt. Oh, I got a letter from my friend Daniel who is now in the military. Yikes. He seems to be enjoying the fact that he's doing something with his life. Good for him. He drew a wierd picture of a sock...wtf? Funny kid. My mom gave me 30 dollars for tomorrow. Yeah woop woop AVENGED SEVENFOLD wow I'm going to piss my pants I'm so excited it's so sooooon holy shit. Kayla and I both discussed how we're both definately going to go fucking crazy. Hells yeah. I'm excited my mom said I could sleep in Monday Kayla will just take me to school whenever the both of us are ready after sleeping in woop woop. Then spring breeeeak is fucking after Thursday bitches woooooooo can't fucking wait. Anyways I've got to go shower and get rizzeady for tonight yo', later alligator.
Oh yeah Matt and I have matching big sparkely rings that fit on our pinkies yay.
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yeah so i'm posting again but i'm extremely fucking bored. out of nowhere i just got in an extremely sad/confused mood. and for what reason i really don't know, probably because i didn't take my stupid medicine last night because i didn't feel like taking it. assfuck. fuckass. woopty fuckin woop i'm so fucking excited for avenged sevenfold sunday, i could piss my pants right now. you know something that's really wierd? maybe it's just me i don't know. but to look at really old entry's in some people's journals that you've become really close to, and see the past entrys they made before you hardly really even knew them? maybe it's just me but i find it really wierd and sometimes really funny to read yet at the same time confusing, wierd and disspointing. as to why i have no idea. possibly i'm the only retard that does this. oh well i don't care. i'm so bored. i don't want to go to school, gah 20 more minutesssss. woo now i'm kinda happy. out of nowhere. wow i hate this i should probably take my stupid medicine. but yeah... i am happy and at the moment it feels nice. mmmmhmmmmm. when i woke up this morning at like 4:30 all i thought about mostly was matt untill i went back to sleep. does anyone else ever wake up for a bit and only think about one person for awhile? i think matt is getting a mowhawkkkkk this weekend which is gonna look awwwesome. well yeah i'm going to listen to music untill i have to go to schooooolll baaaaaaallalalaslassadadklnasdlsd.
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Eh so how goes it boys and girls? I'm so tired. I for once I got ready really fast this morning, and now I have like an hour before I have to go to school. And I'd go back to sleep but I'd never be able to wake back up again.
Anyways, yesterday after school Kayla came and got me and we went to Baskin Robbin's, yum. Then we drove around in some fancy shmancy neighborhoods looking at houses in which we will never own in our entire lives. Then she took me home because I had to be home on time to go to my counseling appointment in Peoria Heights with Shauna. I went to that, that was okay I guess. I'm really pissed off now though for certain reasons. Because well I told Shauna about my two gay detentions I got in one day in which I didn't deserve and she asked me why I havn't told my mom yet and it was because I really havn't been in the mood yet to hear her scream at me some more. So Shauna came up with the idea that maybe she wont scream at me in front of her and try to be calm and listen to me because that's something Shauna had talked to her before about working on. So she came in and I told her everything and I guess my mom is going to call and bitch untill I don't have to serve the one detention htat I really did not deserve. And she said the other one I just may as well serve oh well. So I dunno when I'll do that, I'll probably have to this Saturday damnnnnnit agh. Well, I came home after my counseling appointment and called Kayla cause she had told me to call her when I got home, and her brother said she was sleeping so I just told him to tell her when she wakes up to call me back. 7:15 rolled around and I had remembered that she had said the night before that she wanted to go to the Rhythm Kitchen at 7, so I thought maybe she fell asleep and was still sleeping and forgot so I called her back and she had just woken up and was getting ready to call me. Well she came and got me and we went to the Rhythm Kitchen to watch Andrew, Jordan, Ross, and some other kid(yeah agh feel bad nor Kayla or I know his name.) set up and play on like bongos and other stuff it was really cool they were really good at it, it was fun to go and watch them. We left shortly after they went up and played and they were extremely thankful that we came, so that was cool. Then Kayla and I just drove around for awhile loking for something to do. We finally decided to go to Target, and while we were walking around there were these two guys making a ton of noise and laughing really loudly so Kayla and I turned and glanced at them and I was like wtf, and then like seconds later they came up to us and one was like "Hey why were you staring at my friend?" "how old are you guys anyway?" and Kayla was like "40" haha it made me laugh so hard but I was trying to keep a straight face...and the guy was like "really? you don't look a day over 36." and Kayla was like "yeah I use wrinkle cream." and the guy was like "really what kind? I'd like to use some of that stuff." and Kayla was like "Sorry I don't remember." and he turned to me and was like "Do you know what kind she uses?" "And I was like yeah I use it too I don't know what kind it is though either sorry." and then he was like "so how old are you?" and I was like "41." and he was like "really wow." and then we just walked away from them holy fuck they were so fucking stupid hahaha. Well then Kayla bought a few things and then she took me home, annnnnd I snuck onto the computer to talk to Matttttt. I was glad to be able to talk to him for awhile but then my mother came storming down the stairs out of nowhere and shut the computer down. Gahhh and she also threw a fit as soon as I got home about a million different stupid things that Shauna had talked to her about calming down about before...yeah my mom ovbiously didn't listen to shit. Well then I went to bed thinking it was 12 because that's what my alarm clock in my room had said. Allthough it was really 11. I woke up thinking it was 5:30 because that's what my alarm clock said and I was so mad Ihad to gettttttt up so I got up and walked out to the kitchen and it said "4:30." So I went back to bed for an hour. And now I'm up and have to go to fucking school soon gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
Here are some pictures I've edited recently out of boredum:
A7X Sunday ladies and gents. Woop woop yeah bitches I'm sooooo fucking excitttttted.
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sleeping in x: me and you should date rachel
sleeping in x: we'll show them!
r4ch3L n1c0L3: hells yeah!
sleeping in x: so dinner? friday night? sounds like a plan...don't forget the vibrator though..I've got the...rest..you know?? THE REST!...its gunna be GREAT! and the awesome thing is..we can't get pregnent!
sleeping in x: hahah
r4ch3L n1c0L3: WOOT sweet, hells yeah
r4ch3L n1c0L3: it's a date my love
sleeping in x: wopps...sorry I sent that to the wrong person;-)
r4ch3L n1c0L3: asshole
sleeping in x: hahah I'm kididng baby!
sleeping in x: don't leave me this way!
r4ch3L n1c0L3: I wont... just don't scare me like that ever again baby.. I was so scared
sleeping in x: I'm so sorry...will we ever be the same?
r4ch3L n1c0L3: yes, of course
r4ch3L n1c0L3: baby...you still there?
sleeping in x: haha
sleeping in x: eah
sleeping in x: sorry
r4ch3L n1c0L3: lol it's alright.. as long as it's not another woman...
sleeping in x: its not! i swear! I SWEAR IT WASN'T ME!
sleeping in x: who told you!
sleeping in x: they're lying!
r4ch3L n1c0L3: alright, it's okay baby I beleive you
sleeping in x: I'll KILL THEM!
sleeping in x: I SWEAT IT!
sleeping in x: haha
sleeping in x: swear
sleeping in x: what?
sleeping in x: you believe me
r4ch3L n1c0L3: haha
sleeping in x: I wasn't lying!
sleeping in x: ITS OVER
r4ch3L n1c0L3: Marissa! Why!?
sleeping in x: No I meant...the agrument was over@
sleeping in x: not us!
r4ch3L n1c0L3: ooohhh okay okay whew I was so scared for a minute
sleeping in x: I"m sorry sweet cheeks
r4ch3L n1c0L3: it's alright hunni bunch
Marissa and I are dating now...be jelous. lmfao haha
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Tizzy Mark's birthday yo'. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARK I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!
Agh I am one tired bizznatch. Yesterday was really awesome because just as I was going to take a nap in my room, Amber knocked on the door and came in and I got up and she gave me a rose and we hugged for like 5 minutes I love her so much wow I was crying so much after she left because seriously that was one of the nicest things anyone has ever done for me. lol it's not everyday that a friend comes to my house and gives me a rose and a big hug and tells me they love me. My whole life I've had shitty fucking friends untill I was fortunate enough to find Kayla and Ambaaaaa. I love those two girls more than anything. *tear tear*--such an emotional topic. gahhhh haha lmao So I couldn't sleep anymore after Amber stopped by I was too happy to sleep haha. So I started making Amber and Kayla chocolate chip cookieeeees. Matt told me I should make some cookies in the shape of a penis, so I did and I completely forgot about them in the oven and they burnt...really bad. So they came out as black penis's. Damnit I wish I wouldn't have forgotten they were in there. Oh well. Today at school I gave Amber and Kayla their cookies I made for them, and I gave Amber a big red heart sucker. The Seth told me he was mad at me because the other day I gave Jason 30 cents and him nothing. And I told him I was sorry that I didn't have any more money and he was he was just kidding. Agh well then later on during lunch I went over and kicked Seth and he had me sit down next to him and he asked why I was mad at him and I told him I wasn't because well I'm not.. and he thought I was lieing, I don't know why he would have thought I was mad at him I love that boyyyy. Well yeah the rest of the day was pretty worthless and boreing. I really have no idea as to what I'm going to do tonight. Kaylala has to worrrrk. Well I don't have anything else to say, seeeeeeee yaaaaaaaa fooooooo's.
Onlayyyyyyy 4 more days untill the A7X concert woop woop I'm so fucking excitedddddd.
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Today was much better than yesterday...for the most part. I don't know when I'm ever going to be able to serve my two detentions, because my mom works and I wont have any ride home. And there's no way I'm going to ride the fucking late bus home. Mrs. Thompson told me that was an option. Oh no, it's not. Wow I am so tired. I took my medicine yesterday after not taking it for awhile, and it's made me dead tired today. Oh well though, it's better than being in a completely pissed/depressed mood constantly like I was yesterday. I brought my chocolate chips to biology today, it Marissa put chocolate chips in her teeth like fangs, they stayed cause she shoved them onto the bottoms of her two teeth haha I don't know why it was so hilarious. I suppose you just hd to see what she looked like. Agh, I cannot stand Mikey. The kid who thinks a heartagram is a "bam sign". He drives me fucking insane. In every class he has with me he always comes up and says or does stupid stuff and I don't wanna be a bitch because everyone is so mea to him, so I just ussually tryyy to put up with him. In english I had a stomache ache and could hardly walk and I was walking back from turning a paper in, and Mikey came up and picked me up, holy fuck I told him to put me the fuck down lol and then I just told him that my stomache really hurt. Because well it did. And I really don't want him picking me up. Aghhhh then later in biology every 10 seconds, "Rachel!........RACHEL!!!!" Hey Rachel! Come here! Rachel! I have to tell you a secret! Rachel!!" I about went insane. When I was leaving the room I said what and he said, "I don't know." Wtf. I can't stand that kid. Anyways yeah today was pretty boreing, it was a better day than yesterday though so I'm glad. Mmmmmhmmmmm mmhmm well I'm gonna go later alligator <3
A7X
Avenged Sevenfold
April 4th
This Sunday...only 5 days awayyyy. Woop woop.
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Alright, so I already had another entry typed but I deleted it because I typed it when I was really upset. Anyways, I took my medicine so I feel much better now. I'm lovinggggg it.
I'll just sum things up about today. It fucking sucked. I hate school so fucking much. I got two detentions and I did nothing to deserve either one. So now I have to argue both situations out with Mr. Howl aghhh. Yeah well I figured out why I'm always so sleepy and stuff at school. It's because of my medicine, it makes me super tired even when I do get a decent amount of sleep. I wasn't as tired today as I ussually am. But I realized that I really do need my medicine. I'm thinking maybe I had some sort of act of withdraw from it today or something. Craaaazzzzyyy I tell ya. I'm going to the show tonight with Kayla, woop woop. That should be fun.
Only 6 more days untill the Avenged Sevenfold concert. I'm so fucking excitedddddddd. assfuck. fuckass. wooooot. I'M GONNA GO CRAZZZZYYYYYY YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH and then get drunk and have sex after the concert with all of the A7X band.
..yeah, right. haha. Holy fuck I'm really hyper now because of my medicine haha. mmmbaaaaa mmmbbaaaaa mmmbaaaabaaaaa. I thinkkkkk I like someeeeone. Yeah. yeah I do. Quite a bit. Anyways yeah I guess I've got nothing else to say, seeeee ya.
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Eh all in all this weekend has been...pretty gooood... but my mood at times has really sucked. I don't know I've been kind of nostalgic lately, about not so good things. I'm getting it all out of my head though. Anyways, last night was pretty fun. After Kayla got off work, I talked to her for a bit then it was rainging so I decided to go for a walk in it. A long walk. It was so nice. I was completely soaked and dripping when I came home, I had to dry off and change clothes. I felt like a wee one again walking around in the rain haha. After a bit Kayla came and got me and we went to Steak n Shake, and ate there. It was allllright. Then we went to Nick's for a bit, and he amazed us with his computer skills. Then we all went and picked up Matt, and we drove to the graveyard...gah was pretty scary. Then we parked and got out at this park near the graveyard, Kayla and I were really scared lol. Matt swung on the swings, I was going to but I'm too short and I would have had to step into the mudd puddle that was under the swing to get on the swing haha. Anyways after the park we went and parked for awhile at the town "square"...allthough it's a octagon. Or a hexagon? Kayla calls it a circle. I really don't know, but it sure as hell isn't a fucking square. Thennn we decided to go to the.."duna duna duna duna duna duna duna duna METH LAAAB". Haha. Yeah that was pretty scary. Then we took both Nick and Matt home, and Kayla took me home. Mom was bitching like mad about a million things so I just went to bed. Agh. I'm so tired. Anyways I've got nothing else to say really.
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Last night was okay. I went with Kayla to a show in Washington. We saw Matt Nick and Chris there, 'twas good to see them. They left aftr a bit and after the show Kayla and I just waited around with Jason, Rob, Brandon, and I don't know some other people. I guess they kept calling Ward to see if they could go to his house yet but he wasn't answering his phone or something so everyone was just waiting around. Eventually Kayla and I left and went to IHOP and ate there. Then we drove around in this rather scary neighborhood that we had never been to and nearly got lost. We were talking about something and then out of nowhere there were like 3 or 4 deer standing along side of the road, it scared the fuck out of me I screamed haha. Eventually we just went back to Kayla's and I stayed the night there, and she took me home this morning because she had to go to work. She has to work from 11 to I think 1 or 2 or 3 or somethingggg I'm not sure. I'm thinking she and I will probably hang out after she gets offfff workkkkkkk. I love her so muchhhh. I'm extremely bored now. Surprise surprise. ass fuck. fuck ass. blah fucking fucking fuck kSDjfnsdkfj.
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I wish it would storm. I'm in the mood to go out for a walk in the rain. That would be so nice. Walks in the rain expecially during the night time are one of my favorite things in the world. Kayla's at work right now, she's really busy, there are a lot of huge parties coming in tonight she said. Hopefully she'll get off by at least 8:30. I'm going to hang out with her tonight after she gets off work. Possibly Matt and Chris as well, Matt said they'd probably call. They're going to a hockey game, I wish Kayla and I could have gone that would have been fun but it started at like 6 or 7 and poor Kaylala is stuck workin' it up yo'. Haha. Hmm I'm extremely bored. I went for a walk earlier. It wasn't raining, but it just felt really good. It was right after it had stopped sprinkling a little, and it smelled really good. There was a bit of wind and it felt really good.
Oh yeah, last night I DID end up doing something. Rather than sitting on my ass all night doing nothing like what I thought I was going to be stuck doing. I hung out with Kayla and Matt. It was fun. We ate at Perkins. I made another crazy concauction with the help of Matt and Kayla consisting of a mozerella stick building, ketchup, creamer, salt, pepper, motrin, prozac, sugar, soda, the 2 wierd sauces that came with Kayla's food I don't know what they were, and ranch dressing, and some other stuff I can't remember everything we put on it. It looked really good. Mmmmmm! --ACTUALY, It looked disgusting. I wish I had my camera with me at the time to take a picture of it. Well after we took Matt home Kayla and I both had to piss sooooo bad. We sped to Krogers, ran inside and pissed for like a whole minute. Ah we felt so releived. Haha we were both about to piss our pants in the car. Then Kayla came back to my house and stayed the night, and this morning she went home to take a shower and stuff and I stayed home and took one as well. Then she came and picked me up and we went to Baskin Robins, then to Co op, then to the mall, and then to Pizza Hut. Then we stopped by Seth's for a little bit and talked to him. I put these stuffed monkey's in his room in a sexy position while he was out of the room and left it there for him to find after we left. One monkey was sucking the other monkey's cock. Kayla and I were just constantly laughing looking at it hahahaha. Then Kayla took me home, and she had to go get ready for work, and then, go to work. And nowwww I'm justa sittin' hurr waitin' for her ta git hizzome yo'.
Untill laterrrrr.
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I like this picture only because I sort of look like a vampire in my opinion.
